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I Am Very Afraid

by Q-pup

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1.
take a little since you know it's not right becoming rats in a dark place since you know it's not right I am sick to my stomach since you know it's not right I have always been fearful since you know it's not right it will always be perfectly postured intimate creature pacing the room til I win perfectly postured intimate creature all of the trouble I'm in
2.
high society, spend all of my time writing emails reading papers online crouching, leering, hoping, eyes on the wall testing water, sensing trouble at all where will I go? what will I do? where are my keys? where will I go? where will I go? what will I do? where are my keys? what will I do? temper tantrum, like I needed it now window washing, I already know how wrapped in fire, humid taste in the air buckle gently, when the trouble is near where will I go? what will I do? where are my keys? where will I go? where will I go? what will I do? where are my keys? what will I do? where will I go? what will I do? where are my keys? where will I go? what will I do? where will I go? what will I do? where are my keys?
3.
burning candles burning cars ancient weapons ancient scars and the strings on my guitar worship please and where you are I was so small my hands would move when I told them to shaking soft and wild and sink into things and hold onto things and hold onto everything nothing else matters nothing else matters at all
4.
a bat got stuck in my chimney a man tried to punch me in the face when I got off the train why won't you leave me alone a bird got stuck in my building I tried to get him out with a broom he looked so scared he looked so scared I know they all are trying to kill me I know they are all trying to kill me everybody around me I am so scared I am so scared everybody around me I am so scared I am so scared
5.
I might need you I might try pull the patience and the ashes from the sky I might call you I might care I might steal all of the water from the air dressed in paper dressed in light shaking hands but always ready for a fight old tomato rainy day if I only were so brave to let you stay
6.
white smoke follow me home don't follow me home did you see where I live there is no God there are no peaceful people there are no peaceful people they are all angry people they are all violent people white smoke did you see where I live did you see where I live did you watch me and watch me and watch me and watch me and see where I live (are you done) watching always watching I'm not watching I'm missing watching you watching why was it so cold in spring?
7.
maybe not old but maybe not stupid I still find myself falling through the night sometimes maybe it's peaceful maybe I'm running if I see headlights light up my face in the dark I could have yelled out my name I could have sprinted with groceries I could have sheltered my shame I could have said less maybe on earth and maybe in heaven there are the ones that take it for granted sometimes maybe the gate has always been broken maybe I should have been lying down in the street I could have captioned the ground I could have spent fifteen dollars I could have picked up the sound I could have made less
8.
can you sing about justice? taking turns with the man of war can you calm me down? can you talk about anger? how many times it has made you wrong how I need you now and it follows on the buses and it follows me to work and I see it on all fours collecting pennies where the soul is dark and nothing ever hurts and it watches from the windows and I see it in the sun if I had once abandoned it has roasted in a box that I had built when I was done but I would never hurt you.
9.
... (...) 01:40
(instrumental)

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Subaquatic Records presents "I Am Very Afraid"

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released October 10, 2017

Guest vocals on track 6: Day-New-Mwa -> day-new-mwa.bandcamp.com/a

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